The sorrow of loosing your parents. [P&Closed]

Hikarishi uchiha woke up early today he got out of bed wearing his black shorts and no shirt, he hopped into the shower and bathed washing his hair and body to remove any scent that he might of had on him. The young boy opened his dresser and put on a nondescript black shirt and black shorts that reached down to a little below his knees. He walked through the village headed towards the training grounds, he started at his house and walked down the street turning right as he passed the hokages' office making a left once he got to ichirakus' noodle bar he was almost there when something off on the left hand side caught his eye. He had passed the grave yard where his parents were buried and felt a longing to go and visit them, his heart tore as he thought of the grave stone that he had not seen since they day they had been put in the ground, the young uchiha decided to turn around and follow his gut and to visit the place that only knew of hurt and death, Hikarishi figured that a place where the dead rested knew nothing of life so it could appreciate it more then what any living thing could. The day still held fresh in his memory the bleak grayish blue sky, the rain in the air and the sun hidden behind a mass of clouds. Tears began to form as he walked on up to the graves "Do not cry Hikarishi you are a uchiha and a ninja and neither of them cry." He told him self as he came into view of the head stones. His thoughts went back to that day, looking at the dead bodies laying in the casket his fathers eyes red with the third tomoe still active while his mothers, Hikarishi had caught a glimpse of before they were closed, blue eyes had turned white and life less; the oak colored caskets' that they were in did not match the black clothes that they were both donned in, He remembered all the people coming up to him and saying how sorry they were. "Stupid people, most of you did not even know my parents and yet you have the gall to come up to me and tell me how great they were?" he kept telling him self to any one who was not from his family and even some of those from his clan. He had cried that day it was the first time he had cried out of sadness, "Crying when you get hurt is okay but crying any other time is unacceptable." had become his mantra from that day on he chose to bottle up his emotional pain and maybe that is why he had tears running down his face now, he had held it in for so long that it was beginning to over flow every thing that he chose to keep inside and never let out poured out of his eyes in what seemed like a life time but was honestly only about five minutes. The tears still rolling down his face he turned and looked at the trees, he was growing tired of seeing the cracked and faded etching that was his parents solid grey head stone, even they looked dead no leaves on them and the jagged and bare limbs looked like broken bones. The grass seemed to be decapitated, the tops cut to a certain length and no higher, and almost brown, Hikarishi found that almost every living plant here seemed to look dead, so which was it were the living things dead or were the dead things living or some thing in between? Every thing seemed to look the same as the first time he had come here even the sky seemed to change color here from a bright and beautiful blue that it had been only minutes before had turned into the same bleak grayish blue that it had been the day the coffins had been closed, and he had made a vow that would help him protect the friends that he had not made and the loved ones that he did not have. The vow was to his parents he had swore to him self that he would kill the ones that had killed the only people that he loved even if that meant destroying every village and remaking them in the process, but that vow had a loop whole if he was able to make a group of close friends then he could not act on his plans of vengeance for to destroy hurt his loved ones would be to do as those ninja had done to his mother and Hikarishi could not fathom the thought of being like the monster who had done such things to his mom and dad. "To become such a monster would only make my parents roll over in their graves and they would disown me in the after life i would bring shame upon their name and blood of the innocence on my hands." He thought to him self the tears still rolling down his face, he raised his hand to wipe them away only to have it replaced with more of the same. He was tired of crying and walked towards the out side the grave yard only to stop five feet from the grave turn and think of the times he had with his mom and dad while they were alive it was normal things like eating breakfast, lunch, and dinner. He remembered a particular time when he had been out side playing when his dad came out holding some shuriken in his hand and called out to him "Hikarishi come here it is time i taught you how to throw a shuriken!". His dad sounded so happy that day and he had ran forward eager to please his father, he made it to his father and walked around back with him. His dad found a good log and set it up and moved a respectable distance away "This is how you should hold the weapon son. Then when your ready to throw it you do this." He said showing Hikarishi the correct way to hold and to throw the weapon in his hand. Hikarishi picked up a shuriken and held it the way his dad did and imitated the throwing action he looked up at his father and saw a smile on his face. "Now when you get to here you release like so." He said while showing where to release and then throwing the shuriken with lighting speed hearing a thunk he turned and looked at the log the shuriken stuck in it "You try." Hikarishi smiled and held the shuriken like he was told and pulled his arm back and threw the shuriken at the log which he missed horrifically but still his dad laughed and told him to keep trying always encouraging him never letting him see a weak side until he was laying in that horrid casket with his eyes closed no smile on his face and not a hint of laughter on his lips. That is when he was the weakest person that Hikarishi had ever known. The tears that had stopped a few minutes ago had begun to poor down his face again the thought of his dad being so strong and then getting killed like they did upset him. He had to get it out of his system the only way he knew to make it stop was to train but all he could do was sink to his knees and clench his stomach in pain even though it did not hurt he held it none the less if any thing then to simulate a hug one that he needed badly right now. The tears still streaming down his face all he could do was cry and rock back and forth letting out sobs of emotional pain, He managed to stand up and walk back to the graves and say one thing before falling back on his knees "Th...Thank....Y..You...M...Mom....an...and..D..Dad....For Everything." He said this out loud he need to say it so and hope his father could hear him in the after life. Hikarishi quit crying after about 10 minutes and was able to stand very weakly and shaky he put his hand on his fathers grave and then his mothers grave a smile spreading across his lips for a second before the pain left his face and made it to his eyes he put on a proverbial mask just like his father did a smile on his face and his eyes closed so no one would see the pain behind his smile nor hear it in his voice.

Hikarishi decided it was time to leave the smile on his face and the laugh in his voice his eyes closed and his mind full of nothing but sad thoughts, the thoughts of a time that was gone and could never come back all thanks to three ninja who might already be dead now. His plans for vengeance still brewing inside him and the sower that had escaped through his eyes he felt an old weight leave him while a new one sat upon his shoulders he walked back towards the village training grounds dropping his guise unless he met some one while walking towards him. The pain visible in his eyes and on his face he looked down at the ground after five people had passed him it would take a while to pull off the look perfectly and he really did not want to try practicing it today. He finally made it to the training grounds, his legs still weak and shaky from being on his knees for ten minutes crying his eyes out, he did not really want to do any training any more so he sat there for a few minutes until he decided that only the weak just sat there when they got sad. Hikarishi stood up and began to run around the training grounds his pain still showing on his face each step he ran the less the pain showed he had started to learn how to control the mask and put one on of determination, something that he would need to accomplish what it was that he believed that he needed to do. The young uchiha finished with his running having made it around the grounds twice, his mind empty from what had happened earlier at the grave of his mother and father, and he was out of breath his mind went back to what happened back at the grave site. He had finally been able to let out all the pain that he had been holding in for so long, It felt good no great he thought, tears beginning to form again as his thoughts went to his parents and how he would never see them again, the only thing he would see was the cracked gray stone that had their names etched into it and honestly there were names both above and below theirs. Hikarishi straightened up and dust off his pants, looking back at the sky it had turned the pretty blue that it had been before he had went into the grave yard, the dust was swept off him in no time at all he figured all that was left was to move forward and not let the past have a hold him like it had before. "I am Hikarishi Uchiha!" He exclaimed to the world, "And i will move forward from now on!" He finished this at almost a shout even though he had only meant to utter the words to him self.

Hikarishi uchiha walked back to his house a single tear fell from his eyes as he said a silent good bye to his parents, his eyes no longer holding the pain that was there before but instead joy.

[Exit]
[TWC=2007]
[requesting 1st tomoe sharigan]

I wanna point out how cheap this is to write that your npc parents died in your backstory only to use it for a basically free 1-tomoe.
But w/e approved.

[i know its cheap but it sets up my char to go for either being a good ninja or a "Evil" ninja and thank you ill make a better back story next time ^_^]