The hit-man job market is really hot right now. I suggest looking into it so long as you can understand thick Italian accents and tolerate true Russian vodka.
All joking aside, sometimes a job isn't for you. Good on you for realizing that and quitting. I wish you luck on the upcoming hunt wherever it may lead!
"Battle not with Monsters lest ye Become a Monster and if you gaze into the abyss the abyss gazes also into you"